Hi mum. Just sitting downstairs listening to music and you came into my head, really miss you especially this time of the year Christmas just isn't the same without your crazy Christmas day antics xxx as hard as that is its been and gone and it's the night before my 27th birthday really wish you were here to share it with me, you know I'll need picking up pissed up :) xxx. I don't think I ever told you enough how much I loved you and how brave I thought you were during the last 6 months and I'm sorry for getting angry at you from time to time, I just wanted to help :( I think about you a lot and I still think about what I told you that horrible night (just for mine and your ears for now) lol but I can't wait to be able to tell you I've done it. You are the best mum in the world and I will never forget what you done for me, keep shining down on us all please xxx Kirsty, Harry and Lottie miss you as well especially Lottie she always talks about you it's so cute, God it's now midnight HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! I best get to bed anyways big game tomorrow fingers crossed for a win I'm going to play for you tomorrow mum... Sleep tight my beautiful brave mum Love you xxxxx